‘你’

不确定久别亲吻，感情很容易毁了一个人，

一个人若不够狠，爱淡了不离不弃多残忍。。。

你还是要幸福。。。

不知道如何说起，对你的感觉已经慢慢的淡了，

或许是因为时间，或许是距离，或者是因为其它的原因，

这样的情况是最好的，

毕竟你的心里都容不下这么小小的我，

或许你眼中的我只是好朋友，那么我们就当个好朋友吧。。

如今我你已变得陌生了，

见了面子是微笑的带过，

认识你 是一种缘分，

对你的感觉 是种错觉，

就把这当作做了个梦，

那就祝福你幸福快乐。。

横高兴正经认识那么一个你。。。。

freely relax saturday

after the nite "pillow talk", almost everythg since like slowly been forget and bcme relax a bit...thnks to d person korek my secret...haha...although i think not much....

today is d relax day after strt the new sem tis time... i enjoying listen to my fav song and can play it as loud as i can, watching drama, playing badminton and having d ice cream bread as my dinner...and oso crazying giving coment at facebook wall...even suddenly i have anther short name call 酒后flo from my housemate....wah....i love tis so much cz nt ned think of study, family and everything that bother me for so long time ago...i hope tis kind of live can appear in my life everyday...i very appreciate it so much...good memory in my mind...

i hope that i can happier and relaxing more strt from nw...gambateh!!!

请你给我好一点的情敌。。。

你是我们共同爱上的主题，

只是我并不真的难过，

与他人一起分享所有，

我并不真的害怕，

你的爱左顾右盼牽牽掛掛。。。

a very nice song from my lovely idol~~

a gud n nice song...

realize..

i just realize tat the tears will automatically drop from the eyes.. is a kind of weird feeling tat will happen everyday when goin into bed. is tis showing the feeling of my heart??? but i just can say tat i really hate tis kind of feeling and especially if the tears drop out from the eyes while there was a people in front of u.. wat a shame thg!! i swear it would not happen again....

i realize oso that i'm start to be not happy as b4..wat a sad thg i dun have place to do all the complaining.. no ppl can really noe wat am i thinking about.. mayb talking to the sea better thn talking to ppl.. especially talking to the person that does not really really understood u just like u expected..

to my dearest fren

hope that u can recover soon.. seeing u in such a pain really dunno how 2 help u.. just can help wat i cn help n pray 4 u..may u recover soon... i noe u can do it d..u r mentally strong enough to cover d pain that ppl cant see o feel.. really admire ur braveness. but if really cant held on it must say it out.. many ppl are care bout u outside there...we will try d best to help u d!!! gambateh!!!!! really hope u fast2 recover la!!!! thn gt ppl accompany me go gai gai le....hehehe.....jia you!!!!!

a scary nitemare

just wake up from d scary dream.. i really dun hope this will happen..
i just dream that my very best fren will gone away forever from this world.. somethg happen to her whch she will fall in an accident while driving and d most sad thg is i'm sitting next to her when d accident take place..and i couldn't do anythg n just can wait at hospital.. after that, the doc just tell me tat sorry cz they have done their best..wat d hell...i couldn't imagine if ths situation really happen to me...i think i will sad n cry for a period of time just lik it happen in my dream...
really s**ks!!! OMG!!! pls dun let this thing to be happen in my life although ppl came n leave us is d real life but i dun wan this thing to happen so early.

i just can say tat i really scare of this thing will happen cz mostly my dream will become reality after a period of time..pls pls pls..... this time i dun wan this kind of situation happen...please....

nite dream

this few day, every nite when sleep, i start on dreaming... this really scare me...because i never continuously dreaming every night before.. dreaming is not bad cz some of d dream is wat i wan, but d worse thg is dream of the situation that i dun wan to see o happen on me...this made me feel uncomfortable... dunno is happy o sad...coz i dream of d thing that i cant find d answer until now..but in d dream....it told me da answer.. when i wake up, i sudd blur a while...thn i just can told myself "it's just simply a dream...dun think too much on it".. but d answer is wat i expected before this,just me myself dun wan to let go.. but start from now...i start to learn d word "LET GO".... just like my fren told me d...if there is d time to forget a thing, thn u should learn how to let it go... dun buried it in ur heart..this will burden ur heart..

i remember wat my fren say..but i just need time...when think bout d dream, n try accept it i feel very sad n wanna cry.....but cnt cz dun wan to let ppl worry wat happen to me...i will try to b brave to handle d thg...