haha......about d topic tat discuss b4 this....
fren....
gt ppl asking me..."hw much will u care bout ur fren?"
i answered that person," i care bout each of thm very much, especially those who had become my best fren o those gt a place in my heart".. but i add up,"bcoz i too care bout thm, whn thy din care bout me i will very sad..this is my weakness.."
for me...
i divided fren into 3 groups: normal frens, best fren and another is those fren that can become my listener..
every1 can be my frens n some of these fren will become my best fren after a time if i think thy suitable..but nt all can be a gud listener..nw...i just can say i still finding a gud listener although i oledi gt find one o 2..hahaha......
friends really important in my life..if dun hv friends, i dunno hw can i survive...friends is like air that can let me breath... tat's y i will very of those who really mean to me....so, if they do sth wrong o somethg tat hurt me, i will try my best to forgive them although it is very difficult..i really appreciate every little thg thy give me...but sometimes i found that, not every1 tat u treat thm good, thy will noe o appreciate it...TIS REALLY HURTS!! maybe i'm a selfish person..i need my fren cares me..especially my really2 good fren...dunno y...mayb i really scare of losing thm...SCARE BUT CANNOT SOUND IT OUT...
so whn i sometime moody maybe because of tis....so, i just wanna say sorry if i ever hurt u guys whn i'm moody..hahaha.....
but here is a question that me myself oso dunno wat is d ans...
there is a fren that u really care of..but sometimes when tis fren treat another fren good in front of u, u will feel very sad.. so, izit i'm jealousing o wat?????
anthr is just assume tis fren is a female fren, thn gt another male fren like wooing her, thn u feel very nervous n unhappy, wat does tis mean??? izit scare of losing a fren????
so...i hv many question bout frens topics....really need to learn hw 2 solve all this problems...really headache...
got 1 best fren of mine tat asking me after few yrs, "do u ever think of wat will happen after few yrs whn we graduate n strt wrking n having our own live n mayb stay at different places????" after that, tis fren say to me,"i'm scare" if i din remember wrongly..nw at here...i wanna tell tat fren of mine, i oso ever think of this b4 u asking me n my feeling same as urs too... cz u really really very important to me...wahahahaha...... but i really can say tat, i oso very scare of losing such a gud fren that oso a gud listener (although sometimes u r not)... i hope u noe who i refering to if u gt saw tis post...
that's all for tis time..hehe
