stupid!!!Sh**!!

wat a terrible, worse and bad day!!!

haih..i just can say my sixth sense really 90% accurate...

2day is my statistic mid term test...as the result, it is lik all i expected 2day...not really good as i think... wake up in the morning 2day i oledi feel like somethings will going wrong with my test 2day, a bad feel like really difficult.. i was nervous 2day, and my fren tell me maybe is i put a high target on myself and make me feel scare later cannot do in the exam... maybe is like that or maybe is me din really do well preparation 2 attend this exam...haih..

wat can i do?? just feel not very happy on myself after i came out from the examination room..

but after i get a call from my parents, i feel a bit ok already coz just at that moment i will stop to think all my study things and chat with them about other subject.... just pretend like a child that ask 4 this and that..hahaha..really childish...maybe, when in front of my parents...

i really hope that i can be childish all the time...so that not ned 2 think so much anymore.....

i need to stop here coz i need to continue my homework and i din feel very well to continue again....

A tired day but enjoy!!

OMG!!! 

i just can write my blog nw coz yesterday really tired until cannot even talk so much with other and today have class 2 attend whole day..

can u imaging tat a ppl just slept 4 4hours 2 wake up in the early morning 2 join the club outing activities?? that's me and my frens..hahaha..

early in the morning which sun haven rise up, we wait 4 bus at the U-TURN way and attract a police car passing by us asking us wat we do at thr?? hahaha.. realli funny..they though us want 2 do wat early in the morning?? haha..really funny

so.. we went to the Taman Botanikal 2 take nice photo in the early morning..that's ok coz i already long time din really breath fresh air after start schooling in this year..haha it is gud 4 our health,believe me!! u will know when u go to that place..many ppl were jogging and u even also can saw many monkeys playing,jumping and climbing around the trees..it's really cute!!

all of us ned 2 take photo in 2 hours n my group gt 7 ppl including me n we have onli 1 camera..

so,we ned 2 share share lo..but me was the last person who use the camera 2 capture image in the last 20minutes( i think so)..u think wat kind the picture can i took?

this is 1 of my picture <>

nvrmind although this made me feel a bit angry but it also let me c the faces of ppl..and i'm enjoying 2 play and walk around with my roomate while waiting for the camera.

after the 2 hours, we moved to our next destination whr is at kubu A'Famosa which gt the building they call it 'red house'. this time i'm the 1st person who take the camera coz i ned to finis capture the image thn i can go shopping!!hahahaha (near the place gt 2 shopping complex)

all the journey were very fun although it is a hot wheather but still gt someone have spoil a bit of my mood!! hehe..whatever, i and my roomate din went bac by school bus..we go 2 have our lunch at McDonald's which is our replacement meal 4 valentine's day..hehe.. 

my lunch..just finis eat it..so full!!hehe

after meal we went to shopping. we have walk 4 almost 3hours and more..i can feel the pain and tired of my leg..but wat can do?? shopping is 1 of girl most interested hobbies!!!!

at the nite, we cooked spaghetti as our dinner. this is my first time cooking spaghetti without using onion and oil..but it still taste better..haha..

it is really a tired day but can gain more memory and experience..and my stomach really full of yummy meals...hahahahaha...

"SAD"

this year was my first year celebrating my chinese new year without my family and all my dear friends at miri. of coz this was make me feel very unhappy and dissapointed coz this year all my friends study at other places went back to hometown 2 celebrate new year. i can imaging how was the new year going at hometown when all my friends visiting others house and take their 'angpau'.. i celebrate my new year at my roomate grandpa's house this year.. got a bit not really 'biasa' coz not my own house..hahaha..but anyway i still feel their happiness especially childrens... their new year were very crowd coz all their relatives came back 4 few days.. just can said is my unexpected cny 4 this year...

1 week holiday 4 cny goes very fast...& i ned 2 start my days with study, study and STUDY.....

did anyone will feel sad suddenly without any reason??? coz my situation now is like that while writing this blog... can anyone tell me why will like that? any reason? huh...

sometimes maybe because of many things that suddenly come in 1 time make me feel uncomfortable.. if got chance i really want to dissapear so that no people can find me and i not need 2 think of so many things..dissapear 1 day also enough, but i know this will not happen in my real life..coz i need 2 be a very responsible person which cannot just leave over all those things like that..

become a human is fake, become a good daughter and sister is responsible,become a nice friend is a problem, become a student is my job, actually become a human is really DIFFICULT!!!!!

anyway, i hope everything in this new year, new life, new day and new time will go smoothly!!!!!

wish every one dreams come true and stay healthy in this year 2009 especially my family and friends!!!!

once again HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and CHAP GOH MEH 2 everyone!