ish..my shit damn tears!!!!!
this is the first time tat my tears flow out uncontrolled in front of such many people... even my best friend just seen me cry once in so many years.....feel very bad tat y i can't control my tears.... wat an useless n..come on..please be more brave ok??? hush...
y i will cry on tat day?? i also not really understand it by myself...it maybe because of many things happen continuos which have made me very stress...
n i even dunno y i try to calm down on tat day but i can't. my tears just like a water valve which already broken n cant close. add on got some stupid person had made me angry in the early morning. walao.. after came bac to hostel i feel lik need find somebody tat can hear i complain this n tat especially comfort me not so sad. but after i find one of my friend, i finally cry out without any reason. the friend of mine really ask me to cry ask much as i can. if cant cry out just listen to the sad song thn will cry my fren told me... it really works.. huh.. but i dun think that i had release all tension and watever thing that made me so sad cz at that nite also, i was crying in my bed b4 sleeping.. but still ok la..cz gt a fren tat comfort me n made me laugh so tat i will not think too much..
feeling bad in this whole week coz so many assigment, test, and proposal tat ned to do n ned to pass up. until i ned to do all the work until early morning. but this also a good way for me so that i will not think so much n feel lik wanna crying again. i really cant describe what kind of sadness that i had. it just a simple word..SAD...
just very appreciate to those who are really concern bout me when i'm in sadness n unhappy...
thanks...hope i can recover as soon as possible...
