cheating and stubborn

why people must cheat each other in this world? izit cheating another is for their own good? how does u feel when someone which u treat them nicely has cheat u plus u noe they was cheating at that time? izit feel good?

for me, i really hate cheating especially people tell lies to me and that person is the one i knew him/her very much. what a such stupid thing!!! they already knew that i very very very hate people tell lies, cheating and betray on me but they still do it. and it is so funny where they let me find out that they was cheating me. what a funny things!!! wat can i do...haih... i just can pretend like i dunno anything so that can avoid many problems..i hope there is no more second time...

hope so...

another thing is why some of the guy really stupid and stubborn when they were going to make a decision?? izit so difficult for them to make a right and correct way before start to take action? why they owez will make the decision that will cause people surrounded them worrying???

huh.....i dun think i can continue write this coz will cause me even more angry.......

sickness

what a new ox year!! just only march i already sick and it is twice in a week!! unbelieveable!!

what the hell is this?? firstly just fever,flu and sore throat thn i go 2 c doc and take medicine.. when i almost feel better, who noe i having food poisoning where i cirit birit and vomit on yesterday!! how can lik tat? although i will have a big sick once in a year, but tis time really made me feel worse plus on today i have my statistic quiz and my titas test! i din ready 4 all of tis before coz i sleep early last nite whn i feel uncomfortable and feel lik pening.. tis is the first time tat i feel really headache of my sickness.. if my family was here with me right nw that was so excellent, but i will never happen.. about the cirit birit and vomit, i din tell my parents although one of my fren ask me to tell thm but the day before i cirit i just tell them tat i already feel better about my flu and fever. i scare them will worry again so i din dare to tell them about this.. just start feel like miss my home very much and all dishes that my mum cook..but i still ned 2 wait about 2 months like that to go back 2 my hometown..

back to the sickness, i really hope that can be better faster and faster coz i dun like tis kind of feeling right now..hope really can better when i wake up in the next morning..haha

happy....sad

ermmm.... how 2 say tat i am happy? i really feel happy when i join the camp tat had been organized by our faculty which go 2 hulu langat, selangor. a very nice place, a small kampung and no stress. our camp is at lembah pangsun resort and it is 3 days 2 night camp. although i gt a bit experience going to camp when i was at miri, but this time for me is really different coz i not going with my friends which always go 2 camp with me at miri, but is going with my roomate and her coursemate.. dunno how is the feel, coz 1st time going with other ppl thn my fren..hahaha( my roomate and her fren look like ladies...)

just before i continue write my blog, i just wan to tell tat the upper part tat i wrote before i went to school..the feeling was not the same like at the morning coz i just came bac from my exam at night plus i stay at the school the whole day..now my mood gt a bit down bcoz of the exam plus i not feeling very well start from tis morning which i found tat i was having a bit cough and sore throat. really...

ok, let's us continue.. bout the camp..hmmm...once again i involve in jungle trekking since after graduate from stpm..tis can estimate tat i gt improve o not thn before coz already din go to tis kind of activities 4 a long period.. as i expected, i really can go until the top of the hill by myself..hahaha..tat's mean i still stay at my standard before.. the jungle tat i went tis time is different coz at the top of the hill there gt the waterfall..wao!!! tat is really nice and i gt go 2 play water with all my coursemate and the water really COOL!! 

after the jungle trekking, we gt another activities..which some of it were lik playing flying fox and lake crossing..really nice..hahaha..still gt many activities again lik LDK and others.. besides that, i spend the time at the camp with some of my coursemate and i knew them more better than before and closer thn before..really appreciate it..haha

tat's all i can say bout my camp.. from beginning i was feel very happy when came back from the camp but on the next day, i suddenly feel very sad.. i feel i am very useless after one of my best fren suddenly find me trough MSN saying tat wan 2 meet me and really ned my comfort at tat time..i just need at about 2 hours journey thn we can meet..but i really cannot go at that time...

oh gosh...dunno how to say the situation at that time..really make me feel very worried about my fren situation at there..i hope tat i can really go in tis few days or weeks although i am busy now, what can i do for it?? i must find out a time tat i can go there.. really wan..

got a sentences saying tat happiness is always shorter than sadness.. nw i believe in that.. we must appreciate every moment of happiness we had before it turns to sadness which we unexpected..

so,

GAMBATEH MY DEAR!!! DUN GIVE UP!! I WILL OWEZ SUPPORT U AND FORGET ALL THE PAST AND PREPARE FOR UR LONG JOURNEY IN THE FUTURE!!!!!!! MUACKSSSZZ