just wan to share..

‘怎会被一杯咖啡打翻了整个深夜都不能入睡
怎麽会哼起了某一首歌就以为那是对的安慰
我很想只盖着我的棉被假装我不怕黑
卸下我的防备变成了灰
我还要谢谢你分享了狼狈
怎麽会是一种罪彻底将回忆灌醉潇洒的乾杯
我怎麽会想忘记某一个人到头来时间都被浪费
我很想只背着我的guitar 剪掉长的头发
放弃我的挣扎你讨厌我吧
我还要谢谢你成全了眼泪

曾经我是你的那个最挚爱的那个
嘴边经常挂着你想念的我
如今谁是你的那个
你转身以后我就没打听过
原来我也是你那个伤了心的那个
被你忽略的事我不想再说

我不是那个那个那不是我’


tis lyrics really2 gt meaning 4 me n very sad feeling after hear it...
so i just wanna to share with all....

new sem new year new hope

starting a new sem n a new year for me in tis few days....

tis new sem gt a bit bored, i dunno y.. mayb is my feeling for study become nt so strong.. but wat can do.. i oledi made a decision to study so must continue it until finis...

i dunno y when it comes the time tat i very sad, no 1 will trust me include my best fren.. they though i'm kidding wif them.. but in fact, i'm telling the truth straight from my heart. mayb for them, i am the happiest n doesn't have something to worry o sad about.. but in the moment i have many things that they dunno i worried n sad.. just for example, the holiday before this new sem start.... i dunno y i suddenly like losing many many things around me.. include my patient... i become more emotional, frens getting far far away from me... izit i oledi change my attitude to them n they start thinking that i'm not the person they meet last time.............

tis made me feel lik wanna dissapear for a few days o few months.... but i dun have the courage to tat so.. really a loser in everything, no matter in relationship, friendship or kinship.... maybe i need to wash my brain 1st to 4gt everything that unhappy in my life starting from now on..

i just wanna to throw out all my feeling in this blog.....

hope in tis new year new sem i can find myself deeply n someone that know me... hope i can forget the sadness in the past n fight for the new future!!!!!!!!!