problem=>coward

did u ever think about coward?? 

what does coward means??

izit everyone were cowardly or just only me??

erm..i think mostly people were coward when facing some problem which really brings a lots of trouble..

just can say that i'm the person who always want to run away from everything that i dun want to face.. i already run away from many things once i decide to further my study at other places except at sarawak which i think i dun have anytime for me to relax my mind..

i hope my decision is right until now even future..but things sometime cannot going so easily..

as long i still am i, there must many problem that ned me to face it and solve it myself..why i always need to solve those problem by myself??? why dun have anyone that can help me solve my problem or guide me to made a right decision??? this hope will not easily happen and just think that i still day dreaming of the day comes.

really,really miss the children days which i not ned to think so much and can play around... but i know that the day will not repeated again... 

hope all the decision that i had made will not made me dissapointed and it is better if got someone that really knew and concerned about me appear and help me or give me a direction so that i not ned to be so coward when facing a problem.......... 

hope i can find back my high EQ back which i realize recently my EQ really low.....

"LUCK..."

everyone in this world have their own luck either good or bad. there are no one which is exactly having the 100% good or bad luck.. this luck is happen naturally or it is just the luck that we find ourself? or it is just a fake that god has decide for us? i did not wish for a 100% good luck but i just wan everything happen in a good situation so that i don't need to worry about so many things in my life no matter is in my study, friends, family and also my job in the future.

maybe all those things that happen on me is my life n luck, dunno me is luckily or what.. coz most the time when i were facing into some trouble, but at the end, the problem can be solve easily which i not really will realize it..so,am i a lucky person?? 

but this does not made me too proud of it coz mostly i feel all those things were unreal and many things will come over it... so dun too believe in everything that had happen too u either good or bad.... so dun 2 proud of whatever that u had dun it before u know the final answer.....