freely relax saturday

after the nite "pillow talk", almost everythg since like slowly been forget and bcme relax a bit...thnks to d person korek my secret...haha...although i think not much....

today is d relax day after strt the new sem tis time... i enjoying listen to my fav song and can play it as loud as i can, watching drama, playing badminton and having d ice cream bread as my dinner...and oso crazying giving coment at facebook wall...even suddenly i have anther short name call 酒后flo from my housemate....wah....i love tis so much cz nt ned think of study, family and everything that bother me for so long time ago...i hope tis kind of live can appear in my life everyday...i very appreciate it so much...good memory in my mind...

i hope that i can happier and relaxing more strt from nw...gambateh!!!

请你给我好一点的情敌。。。

你是我们共同爱上的主题，

只是我并不真的难过，

与他人一起分享所有，

我并不真的害怕，

你的爱左顾右盼牽牽掛掛。。。

a very nice song from my lovely idol~~

a gud n nice song...

realize..

i just realize tat the tears will automatically drop from the eyes.. is a kind of weird feeling tat will happen everyday when goin into bed. is tis showing the feeling of my heart??? but i just can say tat i really hate tis kind of feeling and especially if the tears drop out from the eyes while there was a people in front of u.. wat a shame thg!! i swear it would not happen again....

i realize oso that i'm start to be not happy as b4..wat a sad thg i dun have place to do all the complaining.. no ppl can really noe wat am i thinking about.. mayb talking to the sea better thn talking to ppl.. especially talking to the person that does not really really understood u just like u expected..

to my dearest fren

hope that u can recover soon.. seeing u in such a pain really dunno how 2 help u.. just can help wat i cn help n pray 4 u..may u recover soon... i noe u can do it d..u r mentally strong enough to cover d pain that ppl cant see o feel.. really admire ur braveness. but if really cant held on it must say it out.. many ppl are care bout u outside there...we will try d best to help u d!!! gambateh!!!!! really hope u fast2 recover la!!!! thn gt ppl accompany me go gai gai le....hehehe.....jia you!!!!!

a scary nitemare

just wake up from d scary dream.. i really dun hope this will happen..
i just dream that my very best fren will gone away forever from this world.. somethg happen to her whch she will fall in an accident while driving and d most sad thg is i'm sitting next to her when d accident take place..and i couldn't do anythg n just can wait at hospital.. after that, the doc just tell me tat sorry cz they have done their best..wat d hell...i couldn't imagine if ths situation really happen to me...i think i will sad n cry for a period of time just lik it happen in my dream...
really s**ks!!! OMG!!! pls dun let this thing to be happen in my life although ppl came n leave us is d real life but i dun wan this thing to happen so early.

i just can say tat i really scare of this thing will happen cz mostly my dream will become reality after a period of time..pls pls pls..... this time i dun wan this kind of situation happen...please....