Wednesday, January 14, 2009

nice experience

 yesterday my university make an announcement to have a half day school break. but this doesn't mean that all of us can enjoy the half day break..u know why we have a half day break?
i guess u people also don't know..haha.. we have been asked by our HEPA to join the forum of the cruelness of Israel agaisnt Palestine at MITC Malacca. the night before that day, me and some of my friend were bothering bout either we want to join it or not coz not many chinese student will join the thing like this..haha
and finally me and 3 of my chinese friend decide to go coz we wan 2 see how is the forum look like.so we wake up in the early morning 2 follow our school bus 2 go to MITC. we reach there at about 845am like that but the forum haven't start yet and we have saw some student from other university also got join. when we have walked reach the MITC front door, we all have a shock by something. do u know what had made all of us shocking? let u ppl see the pictures below:


 do u know who is this person?firstly i really dunno and din realize.this is the Israel's leader!!!!!! &

 did u see the Israel flag?? OMG!! they just put it on floor in front of door so that we all can  "pijak" it.. unbelieveable!! we all though it was a simple forum.....

not only that, when we enter the hall, at first we though not many people join this forum coz still got many empty seats which doesn't been full by people..but when we knew that the forum start at 10am, it is really sh*t coz our school memo tell us that it start at 9am like that. so we all ned to go early.. haih, wat can do? we already reach here and we just have to wait coz no other choice for us. when almost 10am, more and more people came in from outside. some of them were other school student like politeknik, persatuan belia, PLKN, and many more but mostly the student were came from my school. oh ya! beside that, most staf from our school also got go and the staff from the jabatan kerajaan and MCA.

 this is the scene when we reach there. very empty ho..haha ( pic got a bit blur )


                 getting more and more people coming
 

                    when the forum start

when the forum start, the speaker start to shout their slogan 'hancur hancur Israel, hidup hidup Palestine', 'hancur hancur yahudi, hidup hidup gaaza' and many more such they shout israel is syaitan, jahanam, ziolis and many more.... we all have been ask 2 stand up and shout 2gethr with them. this 'shouting ceremony has been last bout 30 to 40 minutes..
after that they also got invite the Palestinian which stay at malacca 2 go to the stage and shout those slogan. there were bout 21 of them. all of the were very full of energy and anger to shout the slogan. especially those malay guy. i heard from others that almost more than 10k people join this forum that day. mostly are malay..
we all din sit at there longer coz my baby stomach keep calling me..(hungry) haha..so we all went back after they shout the slogan and where the YB of malacca have reach there..hahahaha
when we went out from that hall, there also got many people at outside some of them were reporters, bodyguard and police. and there was a long table which got put a long white kain and few markers for us 2 sign up our name and anything we want to write for support palestine.
of coz, for all of us who like sign up our 'nice' signature, we feel very excited.hahahaha.... when we want to sign our name at 1 part of the kain, we saw a sentence which sound like this,' cib** israel'.... they really hate the israel...
after that of coz we went to eat lo...hahaha and almost the way 2 MITC u will find they put up a poster like this....

                            this appear along the way to MITC

  peace!!!!! no war...taken in the bus    

seems like very enjoy ho.......hahahahaha

this is a very memorable morning!!!!! hancur hancur Israel, hidup hidup Palestine!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

feel empty....no mood

new semester already start for 2 weeks. in this 2 weeks i feel nothing and also doesn't have the mood 2 study. don't know why i feel like i looking for something but i dunno what it is. maybe i need someone 2 tell me what it is or i need 2 spend some time 2 figure it out. i also got a feel like i'm very useless in that moment. oh GOD!!!!! can u please send somebody 2 help me?? i always dunno where is my problem! i hope the person that really knew me will appear soon so that i will not such in a trouble.. where are u?? are u already stand beside me?? huh....
that day got 1 of my friend ask me are my heart still pain or not, and at that time i said "no"...
but she didn't believe it...i have nothing to say at that moment.
but after that i realize that i still got a bit hurt even now i writing this thing,i still feel like wan to cry it out but i cannot.."maybe it is because i listen to sad song so i feel like wanna cry" i think it is a very normal reaction 2 everyone coz don't want to let people to see our tears..hahaha...
now i start 2 miss my mum and dad at my hometown. dunno why this time i will got such a feel.
maybe is worry about them at there coz nobody will remind them to do this and that.. and the time when i always scold them(not a good daughter ho).
i miss u so much!!! hope u people will very fine at there!
hope i will find out my study mood very soon!!!! and it is better if got people can scold me so that i will wake up early 2 concentrate at my study and not playing around so much!!!!
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!

Friday, January 2, 2009

crying heart

heart,
what can cause our heart crying?
how does it feel when our heart were crying?
is it more hurt than the tears came out from our eyes when we sad?
when our heart will cry?
in morning,noon,or midnight?
exactly got how many people in this world will really feel their heart were crying...
and...
how long does it take to forget this feel?
in 1 hour,1 days,1 months,1 year,or more than that?
it's really difficult to breath when your heart were crying...
it seem like u want to kill yourself to avoid the sadness
it is more sad when your heart were cry, but nobody will know it although the one who standing,sit or sleep beside you.....