tis new sem gt a bit bored, i dunno y.. mayb is my feeling for study become nt so strong.. but wat can do.. i oledi made a decision to study so must continue it until finis...
i dunno y when it comes the time tat i very sad, no 1 will trust me include my best fren.. they though i'm kidding wif them.. but in fact, i'm telling the truth straight from my heart. mayb for them, i am the happiest n doesn't have something to worry o sad about.. but in the moment i have many things that they dunno i worried n sad.. just for example, the holiday before this new sem start.... i dunno y i suddenly like losing many many things around me.. include my patient... i become more emotional, frens getting far far away from me... izit i oledi change my attitude to them n they start thinking that i'm not the person they meet last time.............
tis made me feel lik wanna dissapear for a few days o few months.... but i dun have the courage to tat so.. really a loser in everything, no matter in relationship, friendship or kinship.... maybe i need to wash my brain 1st to 4gt everything that unhappy in my life starting from now on..
i just wanna to throw out all my feeling in this blog.....
hope in tis new year new sem i can find myself deeply n someone that know me... hope i can forget the sadness in the past n fight for the new future!!!!!!!!!
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