goodbye

27.02.10
am 01:04
receive call from dad...
saying that grandma already leave us..
to the place far away...
maybe reunion with grandpa...
nobody noe....
asking should i bac??
answer is no need...
just dun wear those red colour cloths....
ok...
hang up my phone...
nothing happen..
after few seconds.....
my tears suddenly fall out from my eyes while watching drama.....
crying even myself cant control it...
a few minutes pass by...
stop crying...
calm down...
but.....
still cant controll,
cry again....
this is the 2nd time longest crying in my life since the last time i cry....
just realize tat my feeling for my grandma after so many years until she leave us...
so dissapointed of myself....
just can say goodbye n enjoy ur journey at another place...
RIP to my beloved grandma...